I'm going to die today
i just want to write something. i chose a title that (i thought) sounded interesting.
but the truth is, i'm not going to die today. because it's already 11:51 PM, and before i finish writing this, the day would be over. but if i could die today and use the computer tomorrow to tell you how it was to die, then yes, i would die today.
what happened: i was reading some of my old posts. and i realized these:
- i don't really know english
- most of my posts are unintelligible
- i post blogs more often before
- things are really different now than before
- i had more good vibrations before than today
- i drank too much beer in college
- know english
- post intelligible pieces
- post more blog entries
- be happy even if things are better or worse today than before
- be positive, be happy (i have already deleted most of my negative/angsty posts)
- drink the same amount of beer that i drank in college
- don't die today